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night
written on 2005-09-13 at 8:42 p.m.

and now...i have cried my cup of tears away. (for the uninformed, that's a reference to my father's warning to me as a small child that you only had a cup of tears, and thus you should not waste them on those things which are not worth it).

i'm taking tomorrow off, thank goodness. Likely as not, i'll go get x-rayed and scanned and everything just to make sure everything is okay. i still have crazy headaches and neck spasms and moments of intense dizziness.

i hate hospitals, but i'll take a book, and hopefully it won't take forever.

i just hope they don't try to mak eme press charges, because that i simply cannot do. i love his family too much to drag their name through the mud. that choice actually has nothing to do with him. little does, recently.

i'm learning about
my strength

words for the day
"i'll cripple you son" my dad to the boy

current state
sleepy, shock


miss these?
over - 2006-02-20
shiny. - 2006-01-23
grown up day - 2006-01-17
canvas - 2006-01-11
pen? pencil? maybe blood... - 2006-01-09