new job. hectic. lots of responsibility.

there is a kind of calm that comes with knowing i'm working as hard as i can, and doing what i can with what i've got. as long i know there's nothing else i can possibly do, i can stay sane. there's not room for even the slightest amount of guilt or regret here.

since monday night, i know that there's nothing to regret on a social level as well. every question has been asked, every attempt tried...nothing left, really. and so, i can move along. without regret or longing. because i know there's nothing i could have/might have/maybe done. thank goodness. would have driven me insane.

i'm ready.

east coast, here i come.