It's so weird to be in one place in your mind and find out that so many other people are in some completely foreign place. I mean, people you're supposed to have some kind of connection with. This, I suppose, is why friendships and such fall apart. People can't handle not being on the same page-it's awfully uncomfy-and so they stop speaking little by little. or a lot by a lot. depending, i imagine, on the pair of friends.

Really, all I'm actually saying is that it sucks that jmz and I aren't friends right now. Whatever, I imagine that things will even out when they should. I should have kept my meanness locked up a little bit and I wouldn't have made this happen. I'll learn at some point how to head myself off at the pass.

time for wooooork!