phone calls inviting me to hang out with hunter and mary kate. that girl. she honestly expects some sort of happy, hugg-y reunion after she mislead my friends into thinking i was ignoring them, mislead them, told them she'd been calling me when she hadn't been. told them, months later, she'd been keeping in touch when i hadnt heard even a squeak from her direction. crazy. that's how friendships end though, with deception and avoidance. i don't care to try and rekindle some highschool friend-love. i'm certainly not the same girl i was 5 or 6 years ago, but i'd like to think i'd never turn my back on someone like that. not someone i slept over with and told my secrets to on the roof at night, looking at the 3 teensy stars that come out in houston at night.

i must go study chemistry now.